Hey everyone, I hope you're all doing well. I'm sorry I haven't been posting or sharing anything lately.

To be honest, it's been really hard for me. I haven't been active on my old sfw account nor have I posted memes on the other account or drawn much lately. If I'm being honest, life has been hitting me really hard. Lots of name calling, harassment, bullying, and hate and I'm at a really low point mentally right now. I don't really have much motivation to live, let alone draw or entertain and I'm not sure what else to do or what's next.

And I don't like bothering others with what I do as it's kind of a side thing.

I know that's not an excuse but I'm tired of people harassing me on my other nsfw account. I'll try to get back to drawing and working on my commissions. I still want to thank you all for the amazing support you've given me. It really meant a lot to me. I wish I could have been a better artist/creator for you all instead of being a disappointment.

I may regret it on my meme account, but I will not forgive those involved for what they did to me for this nonsense, as I did not do anything to them or upset the Flipline community.

https://fcosg.newgrounds.com/news/post/1484626

I'm not going to forgive this community for what they did to me.

I'm back.

I activated my sfw twitter account because I had a rough few weeks and I was bullied.

My experience in this flipline community was horrible.

I didn't do anything to them or bother others with this in the flipline community.

I'm very stressed and suffering emotional damage from this stupid controversy that happened to me weeks ago and they called me things that I'm not really and I'm not going to forget. But seriously it's ridiculous.

I was silent, I don't like talking about this and I'm not good at writing but I'll tell the truth.

Weeks ago a minor “Y3ESY” found my nsfw account and exposed me for this stupidity just for retweeting fictional characters that are already older and aged.

and the worst thing is that he mentioned the users of the community some were minors to get attention and be against me and some told me things like I'm a weird person, to be careful of me and other things. First of all, I didn't do anything to them or bother them and they only started this to make me feel bad and bother me.

not only on twitter but also on tumblr where there are underage users.

so they would call me this kind of things.

that bastard put me on his list just because I retweet art of the characters but aged.

I find it absurd that someone would call me that and consider me a weirdo just for retweeting art on an +18 account.

Because I couldn't stand that and I couldn't defend myself from it, I had to deactivate both my accounts.

Because of this stupid controversy, they called me a bad person, unpleasant, horrible, and several users of the community blocked me and kicked me out of the discord server. and they called me: “pedo behavior” the truth is it was absurd. Apart from the fact that I didn't break any rules, they kicked me out. The good thing is that I never interact on this server since there are minors and I only posted some of my SFW drawings and a project but I got bored on this server and seriously it's been almost two years since I interacted on that server.

I seriously don't interact in that community and I only talk to people I met.

I was also banned from flipline. com for that: “Interacting with NSFW content of minors on another site” really?

I didn't even interact with a minor, let alone post this kind of stuff on the flipline forums. This time I got banned for something I didn't do and I was framed for it.

Some users unfairly accused me of this kind of thing that I would never do and harassed me.

This time I got banned for something I didn't do and I was unfairly accused of it,

as I didn't do anything wrong or violate the community rules.

I'm sad that they blocked me and that these people blamed me for something I didn't do and didn't bother the community.

That really hurt me. And they said mean things about me and that I went too far just for that nonsense and they called me with the letter "P".

Also, those posts that I retweeted were already aged characters...

I never draw that kind of things, much less real people... that's why they hated me just for retweeting.

Some users of the community helped me and told me that I'm innocent since I only retweeted that because they were fictional drawings and I took it with humor, I didn't do anything wrong and much less bother the community with these things.

And that these users got into this nonsense of things. They did it to bother me and hate me.

I'm not going to apologize for this nonsense... just for retweeting those fictional characters that are adults. on my nsfw account.

Seriously, they have the same absurd argument when it comes to characters that aren't real and they make up their age…

Also, I won't forgive the other people who got involved because of this stupidity and some who called me with the letter "P". since I haven't done anything just by retweeting that... and I'm not going to forget about this moron who started this.

thanks to you you gave me more fame and attention and interest to the nsfw community... and you gave me inspiration.

I hate blocking people because for me it's wrong, but I have to do it, the people I blocked and who blocked me for this, even the person who broke their promise, I'm sorry but I'm tired, I didn't do anything to them with that. Hate me if you want. So get out of my life because I don't want to see you and leave me alone..

and don't come near my nsfw account damn minors. because this is for adults and yes I left my warnings.

And seriously it's stupid and I'm sick and tired of the idiots on Twitter who only say pure stupid things and misinform that. And the artistic discrimination that I even saw very stupid things about sfw vs nsfw art. And I already realized who are those people who make nsfw and insult other people with their content.

Did I leave the fandom? Yes and no, I left it because there were children complaining about it and I didn't do anything to them and they just bothered me. Now I want to dedicate myself to something else so I can fit in without bothering others... I seriously don't like bothering people with that since my accounts are separate and I put my warnings and it's for adults and the things I retweet I only like the absurd style and the color palette of these artists these things don't excite me (people called me perverted, with the letter "P" and other things for this stupidity). I don't comment on things or say anything sexual or obscene and I just take it with humor what these artists do.

But the truth is it bothers me that minors are on these networks and are exposed to this type of content and what they do is call attention and they will end up canceling the artist in an exaggerated way.

But I realized that it is not worth fighting with those minors and I tried hard to block them so they would leave me alone. after they banned me. "NSFW artists are just NSFW artists." and well now I just want to live as the villain. If I hated Quinn I would have never drawn her. LOL.

Papa Louie was my fourth favorite game when I was 10. I wanted to leave the game as my only memory 18 years ago. 5 years later I forgot about it, I wanted to remember it so I played it again.

Although the community is happy that I left.. I created a community but an adult one and this time I am quite strict with what I am doing.

Also, I want to support all the NSFW artists that are in similar situations to mine. (There are others that I am for and against and I know which one it is.)

I don't like the content of real people's art. ok.

As an artist, I take myself very seriously and always keep my accounts separate. My SFW account is for everyone and my NSFW account is for adults, not minors. I don't like to bother others with that.

Regarding my meme account, “papa louie out of context” well I don't want to activate it anymore because of this minor who got into my nsfw account in the first place. Well, that meme account was to entertain the community and support them, also retweet their art. I've always liked to support the community, even the Hispanic community, and I have a sense of humor, but understand that what I do is not with bad intentions, it's not my fault. I find things on the internet and I post videos and art, but I do give credit by putting their names and links so that people can find them and support them. Apart from that, I find things on the internet, whether it's memes or art, but it's hard to find the authors, ok.

I already read everything that they told me that I steal content, the only thing I did was post memes and art without permission, but I did give credit and links so that people can search for them and follow them, if anyone was upset by that I apologize. The people who have said things that I post nsfw things on that account, which is false and only misinforms. What I post are memes.

And the people who complained that I steal memes from people without permission, memes are memes and they are to share with everyone and people can take them and share them. There are several accounts that upload the same memes, but remember to put your watermark.

So don't complain, they are just memes.

But I realized that they only get offended by things that are wrong and I don't understand it, this became like the "SU" FANDOM.

As a Mexican I have a sense of humor and these things make me laugh and I also want to have fun.

I've already read everything that these people told me, there are some that are out of context and misinformation but some that I admit I have made mistakes, and I regret this in my meme account, since I did like to help, support and entertain this community. But I don't want to go back anymore because I'm tired and that experience was horrible.

Anyway, the help and support I gave to the community was in vain... but I don't want to know anything about that anymore.

But I learned that communities can be bad or good, but you shouldn't get too attached or join the community because there can be many problems, especially people who talk to you about their tastes, who are in favor of their things and they will tell you bad things, especially about your artistic work.

and the people I met who are quite hypocritical, rude, sensitive, deceitful but also some who don't like their artistic style to be copied.

I'm tired of people insulting me with my stuff. I've been trying to fit in for years and all I get is pure insults and hate. First on Tumblr, where they only insulted me for my drawings, then on my realistic topics. On Amino, where I only shared drawings, I did receive hate from one person who harassed me and said things to me with my drawings. I was even the victim of a lot of disgusting people on those servers when I was a minor. And now Twitter. I guess I'm tired and I just want to do the things I like the most and publish art and support without bothering others.

The people who have told me that I'm a manipulator, I just try to be nice and get along, apart from the fact that I like to help. I also don't like to interact through messages because of fear and lack of trust... every time I interact with someone, everything scares me and I start to say things.

But I also know things that they don't.

I am a very sentimental person and the only thing I want is to get along and fit in and what I hate the most is being bullied or harassed. And it affects me emotionally and it can even hurt me.

You know that I regret things I have done in the past, but I regret having behaved like that because I was tired and fed up with this... the harassment, the insults towards me since I do not like to bother people with what I do, and the ones who start the hate are them. Although I am very sentimental, I do not like to insult others and much less tell them things about their work.

I just want to fit in.

Yes, I have a bad temper and it explodes quickly... but sometimes I forget them but I regret the things I did and I try to correct them... In the past I changed because of what happened with the fight during the first months and I was already calm and at peace, but this time they bullied me again and this time they made me angry and feel bad about this nonsense. That's why I said things because I couldn't stand it anymore.

I don't like to bother people and I always put my separate accounts and my rules on my accounts, but I guess they don't understand.

But I regret having hung out with those people I met who were just a bunch of ungrateful people.

I also regret having helped them and defended their things, but I don't want to know anything about them anymore. I prefer that something happens to them now with their worst things.

Now I want to dedicate myself to something else for adults and if you hate me and don't like what I do you can block me and if you are a minor I ask you a favor stay away from my nsfw content….

But I will never forgive those people who got involved and bothered me for this stupid controversy.

Thanks for reading.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/19yKp_bJfEq7wdiwKwIPtcOztSJgzb8cQ840mK38YTyw/edit?usp=sharing

My experience in this flipline community. I'm very stressed about it and suffering emotional damage.

Although I left the community it's because I'm tired.

I don't want to go back to this flipline community, because first I haven't bothered others with my nsfw content since it's for adults and it's away from minors and I hate that minors enter my account and I have to block them already, apart from the fact that I don't like being attacked with what I do... and the users I've blocked were minors and others older than I knew, also someone who broke his promise.

I know it's uncomfortable for you but it's better that you had blocked me on that nsfw account without problems...

As expected I found out why I got banned from the "FA" server for this absurd nonsense and I was called a bad guy and I was mentioned in the past for drawing Quinn. Aside from the fact that I didn't break any rules, I got kicked out. The good thing is that I never interact on this server since there are minors and I only posted some of my SFW drawings and a project but I got bored on this server and seriously it's been almost two years since I never interacted on that server.

Right? When I entered the server I saw a lot of problems with toxicity, insults, fights and debates... always repeating the same song for years... and that's why I didn't say anything..

I'd rather not come back... If I come back it will be pure hate and a lot of fights...

I've already read everything these people told me and I admit that I've made mistakes, and I regret this on my meme account, since I did like to help, support and entertain this community, my intention is not to take away credit if I give credit to the artists by putting their names and links so that people can find them and support them. Apart from that I find things on the internet whether it's memes or art but it's hard to find the authors ok. but I don't want to come back because I'm tired and that experience was horrible.

Anyway, the help and support I gave to the community was in vain... but I don't want to know anything about it anymore.

You know I regret things I've done in the past, but I regret having behaved like that because I was tired and fed up with this... the harassment, the insults towards me since I don't like to bother people with what I do, and the ones who start the hate are them. Although I'm very sentimental, I don't like to insult others and much less tell them things about their work.

I just want to fit in.

Yes, I have a bad temper and I explode quickly... but sometimes I forget them but I regret things I did and I try to correct them... in the past I changed because of what happened with the fight during the first months and I was already calm and at peace, but this time they bothered me again and this time they made me angry and feel bad about this nonsense. That's why I said things because I couldn't take it anymore.

But I'm not going to apologize for retweeting those fictional characters that are adults.

Seriously, they have the same absurd argument when it comes to characters that aren't real and make up their age... Also, these things don't turn me on, why? I don't comment on things or say anything sexual or obscene and I just like the absurd style and take it with humor and I like the color palette that these artists make.

Also, I won't forgive others who called me with the letter "P" since I haven't done anything.

Just for reposting some drawings of fictional characters that are designed as adults in some old series, are you telling me that I did something worse or that I went too far? Seriously, just because of that, it made an underage user draw the attention of other users in the community, especially underage ones, to hate me and say things to me on my other nsfw account. since that's stupid.

But the truth is it bothers me that minors are on these networks and are exposed to this type of content and what they do is call attention and they will end up canceling the artist in an exaggerated way.

But I realized that it is not worth fighting with those minors and I made my effort to block them so they would leave me alone. after they banned me. "NSFW artists are just NSFW artists." and well now I just want to live as the villain. If I hated Quinn I would have never drawn her. LOL.

Papa Louie was my 4th favorite game when I was 10. I wanted to leave the game as my only memory 18 years ago. 5 years later I forgot it, I wanted to remember it so I played it again.

the good thing is that I left the fandom and now I want to dedicate myself to something else so I can fit in.

But I learned that communities can be bad or good, but you shouldn't get too attached or join the community because there can be a lot of problems, especially people who talk to you about your tastes and say bad things, especially about your work.

I know it's useless for me to tell her and I won't forget her, not only for myself but for those who are interested in her, I will draw a picture.

Also, I want to support all the NSFW artists who are in similar situations to mine. (There are others that I am for and against and I know which one it is.)

If you have a character that you like despite the criticism, don't give up. Keep going.

Letting blocked people see your posts is something I can't stand and it's a shitty idea, now they're going to let minors see anything on this platform, even NSFW +18 content.

And the worst thing is that underage users and haters are going to take advantage of this to harass other NSFW artists on their accounts.

The truth is that these minors should stay away from nsfw content on Twitter.

Because they are the problem, they harass and expose nsfw artists with their things of what they do to get attention and end up canceling them in an exaggerated way.

You know, I learned two things from what happened to me that day.

The first is that I would never see the people who managed to hurt me again.

And the second is that if people think that person or that artist can be weird, bad, fake and dishonest, there is no point in trying to be anything else.

At least I'm not like them and I've seen worse.

Although I just like seeing the style and the absurd humor.

Although I acted like that because I couldn't control my emotions and I regret having behaved like that.

but seriously I'm sick of being mentioned on my nsfw account so many times and I don't like it, and I put my warnings in my description and I take these things about the age of the users seriously.

I don't like bothering them with my stuff, okay.

I retweeted those posts of the characters but in an adult version but they are fictional characters, none is a representative drawing of a real person, they are all characters from video games, cartoons or animes.

I just retweeted that, that's all, but I didn't comment or interact with those posts.

I only retweet everything that I find funny or really good (on an artistic level obviously) and more so when I follow a lot of people.

for me it's pure humor.

And yes, several users in the community blocked me for this stupid controversy and they hate me for it. That minor who got into my account just to expose me and make me feel bad.

Apart from that, I blocked several users, people I knew, especially minors, but the truth is that this situation seems a bit exaggerated to me.

Anyway, I accept it now.

I don't know what to do about it anymore, but I'll move on, but it's not my fault, the problem is the minors who are on this network and who get into this kind of nsfw things.

Although I'm not the same person who liked these cooking games anymore and I left this community just because of that, now I want to do something else and get into other things.

But also take care of my family and earn some money making nsfw art, and I have to make sacrifices to achieve that, at least that's the only thing I have to do.

Apart from that, I've been depressed for 2 years, always alone, isolated, empty, damaged and trying to overcome it to stay positive and not lose control. And I'll keep trying.

Well I'm 23 now and I want to do stuff just for adults, but at least I had a good time in this community that lasted 3 years contributing ideas, helping, entertaining them with memes, inspiration, theories and my fnf mod that made this community grow.

Thanks for reading

I decided to make both of my Twitter/X accounts private because I'm tired of all the bullying.

I'll just say that it was the fault of the minors who entered my nsfw account in the first place without reading the warnings. (the minors were 13, 14 and 17 years old who went to harass me).

and they did it to screw me over and make me feel bad, this account is only for adults not for children.

I don't know why these minors are on the networks in the first place and why the fuck are you looking at a NSFW account if you didn't give them the warnings I guess they can't read you ignorant brats. What they did is harass me and give me more attention on my other accounts, especially calling their underage friends to harass me.

Other than that they cry because we ruined their childhood and they complain that fictional characters are drawn with different and aged designs so why are they looking at that and hating me instead of the artist who made that drawing?

It's not my fault, these shows are from the 2000s and I watched them as a kid. Other than that I repost because it makes me laugh, I also love the colors, memes, details, and art style of various artists, I don't get turned on by these things nor do I comment on these types of things on other posts.

I'm older now, I'm not a minor anymore and I can draw whatever I want without bothering them since these accounts I have are divided apart from that I take the ages of the users very seriously.

I'm thankful that I don't draw real people because to me that's what I would never do and I hate it.

I also hate loli art and various disgusting fetishes and I'm against real art because I've seen some pretty disgusting stuff like Shadman's art and TasteofChoklit who makes art of minors and real people, I find it disgusting and this to me is illegal.

I prefer to be on my other nsfw account because I feel better without bothering others or throwing insults and hate at them.

I don't want to be in this toxic English speaking Flipline community anymore, there's only insults and harassment. But I don't want to see the people who hurt me because of it anymore and I don't want them to come near me.

I don't want to see them.

I'm going to tell you the truth about me. I never interact, I hate socializing with people and I only use social media to work and post my stuff, not to talk. I feel uncomfortable being with people who talk to me over messages out of fear. Other than that, I don't trust anyone. Also, the people who interact with me are the ones who take the initiative first, not me.

And I don't like chatting on other social media.

That's why I never have friends and I never had them in years. I pretend to have them, I even pretend to be happy. I'm always isolated and I don't like socializing or talking to people, especially on social media. It's awkward, but I know what it's like to be on social media and it's horrible for me.

That's why I like being alone.

I've always liked solitude.

I was at peace without bothering you and now I don't want this anymore.

Thank you for hurting me and harassing me, now this account will be private forever. Now I will dedicate myself to something else.

Sincerely, Fco.

They are a project of mine from 2015

the name of “Trybus Urbanaz” even if it is misspelled, use the letters Y and Z to make them from the generation

== Description ==

When these friendly and enemy tribes try to put their differences aside, their madness never ends.

These tribes have had complicated relationships. although they don't get along, however, they have come together as a team many times over time.

Like many groups, these Urban Tribes fight in madcap styles and are remarkably resilient despite being made of bread dough and yolk.

They will be the best of friends, as long as they can stop fighting long enough.

They seem to be playing cat and mouse.

== Project ==

The project is about a platform game where you can run, jump and fight.

I have been studying this topic of urban tribes for 8 years when I was in high school, I was on the transversal axis team where there were several topics to choose from, and I got a topic that is urban tribes, it was to do research, interviews and then do a comic.

This theme lasted 3 years to present the team project, but we are done, however, I was interested in this theme and it occurred to me to make a project of how the characters live, their adventures and that it is from the time and the generation of Y and Z .

And well, my characters in Trybus Urbanaz are not human, they are creatures made of bread or cake dough, they have no blood and their anatomy is strange.

Well, I've been studying these tribes for 8 years, I already like them a lot and that's why I create each character one by one, since the tribes have their own identity.

I call it "urban identity" how crazy isn't it?

Even I felt identified, since I did not have my own identity where I want to fit.

That's why I was in several tribes but in the end I leave since there are things that I don't know.

so i decided to learn i saw dress like them to learn more.

It is not so easy to make a character from a tribe and now, you have to investigate its origin, its history, its behavior, violence and survival.